IM DOING .JUNE 20 2009 SHOW THIS WILL BE MY NEW SUIT :)

THIS IS NOT MY BODY ITS BRIES :) I WISH IT WAS MINE :)

I LIVE IN BLYTHE CA ITS A TINY TOWN IN THE BORDER OF AZ AND CA. SO ANYWAYS THERES ONLY 2 OF US THAT HAVE EVER DONE A SHOW THAT I KNOW OF. SO I GET A LOT OF COPLIMENTS ALL THE TIME. I ALSO GET ASKED "ALL" THE TIME WHENS YOUR NEXT SHOW? I ALWAYS REPLY I DONT KNOW IM TRYING TO GET ALL THIS FAT OFF ETC.

I NEED TO TRAIN. TRAIN HARD. I NEED TO MOTIVATE MYSELF AND BELEIVE THAT I CAN DO THIS. MY MAIN THING NOW IS I NEED TO DROP THE BODY FAT ALOT! AND I NEED TO DO MY CARDIO AND I NEED TO ADD EXTRA CARDIO! SO WITH THAT SAID HERES MY GOAL.

goals::::::::::::::::::::

I WOULD LIKE TO COMPETE AT A WEIGHT OF 110-112

I NEED TO BE AT 129 BY MAY 1ST!

my goal is to do my 50 min of cardio every morning and 45 min at nite.

im buying this suit from brie :) (hope u dont mind i posted ur pic) so im getting a new suit and hope that kiks the motivation level way up!!!

EASTER CANDY

my son is having hes easter party tomorow and he was making easter eggs with CHOCHOLATE EGGS AND JEELY BEANS im staying away from them not one bite!

progress pics

heres my 1 week progress pics belly was bloated from binge the day before. weight 136

MONDAY ITS ON ..... NEED SUGGESTION???HELP?

ITS MONDAY AND IM BAK ON!
SO IF YOU READ MY LAST POST I ATE EVERYTHING IN SIGHT AT THE FAIR AND HAD NO WEIGHT GAIN KOOL HUH??? WELL NONOT AT ALL HERES THE TRUTH SO THAT WAS ON SAT RIGHT? GUESS WHAT HAPPENED ON SUNDAY??/ BAK ON TRACK UP ON TILL 7 PM WELL I BINGED !!!!! TOTALLY TILL MY TUMMY HURT. THAT SUCKS GUESS WHAT THE WEIGHT GAINNED HAPPENED AND TODAY STARTS WEEK 2 WITH MY TRAINER AND IM AT THE SAME WEIGHT THAT I STARTED. IT SUKS.

WHAT PART OF DIETING DONT I UNDERSTAND??? I MEAN I DO FREAKING 100% FOR 5 DAYS AND DAYS 6 AND 7 I JUST DONT WANT TO DIET OR EXERCISE. I THINKMY MENTALLITY IS THIS WAY BECAUSE OF BFL AND THE CHEAT DAY BUT DAM IT!!!!

OH WELL ITS MONDAY SO ITSS GONNA BE A GOOD DAY ANY SUGGESTIONS FOR SAT AND SUNDAY ARE VERY WELCOMED!!!!

what i ate at the fair.....

HMMMM APRIL YOU MADE ME LAUGH WITHYOUR POST BUT HERE IT IS
I ATE TERRIAKKI STICK 2 OF THEM WITH THE EGG ROLL NOODLES AND FRIED RICE IT WAS YUMMMMMMY! THEN I HAD SOME LEMONADE AND NACHOS WITH JALAPENOS MMMM. AND FINALLY BEFORE GOING HOME I HAD A CINNAMON ROLL :)
IT WAS GREAT EVEN BETTER.........MY WEIGHT WAS EXACTLYTHE SAME THIS MORNING :) AWWWWW IM SUCH A BAD CHEATER

IM GOING TO THE FAIR TODAY....

IM GOING TO THE FAIR TODAY TAKING THE KIDS AND GONNA HAVE SUM FUN. HMMM THE BIGGUEST TEMPTATION WILL BE (SEE PIC ABOVE) YUP THE CINNAMON ROLLS MMM CREAM CHEESE FROSTING AND WALNUTS NICE WARM .

HMMMM WILL SEE HOW THAT GOES! BUT IM REALLY THINKING IM GOING TO HAVE A TERIAKKY STICK :)

POLL???? HOW LONG CAN YOU EAT 100%CLEAN?

IM JUST WONDERING HOW LONG IS THE LONGEST YOU HAVE GONE 100% CLEAN IM TALKING NOOOOOOO CHEATS AND HOW DID YOUR BODY RESPOND TO IT??

IAM ONLY ON DAY 3 OF MY DIET AND MY BODY LOSSES QUICKLY AND RESPONDS VERY WELL TO CLEAN EATING DUHHHH BUT I HAVE NEVER!!!! EVER GONE LONG WITH OUT CHEATING.

IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOSE SCALE WEIGHT DAILY?? AND IF SO I WONDER WHAT MY BODY IS REALLY CAPABLE OFF IN 12 WEEKS????