cHRISTMAS PARTY

WE WENT TO NANDOS CHRISTMAS PARTY LAST NITE IN LAKE HAVASU I WORE SOME SKINNY JEANS AND SOME AWESOME SEXY TAN BOOTS SLOUCHY WITH A HEEL! i FELT hot! HHEEHHE. I GOT MY HAIR DONE ON FRIDAY :) ANYWAYS WE HAD DINNER AND THEN HEADED OUT TO BJS AN OUTSIDE BAR WE DANCED AND PARTIED NEEDLESS TO SAY I WOKE UP NOT TOO HAPPY I EVEN PUKED GROSSSS "BUT WE HAD A BLAST OF A WEEKEND!!!!!

Discipline is the bridge between goals and acomplishments.

sometimes i just need to get my head straight

havent posted in 10 days ......oh oh AND A YEAR AGO COMPARED TO TODAY

NOW YOU KNOW IF I HAVENT POSTED IN 10 DAYS THIS CANNOT BE GOOD!

1ST THE BAD NEWS:

HMMMM EATING HAS BEEN TERRIBLE AND I HAVE A CHRISTMAS PARTY TO GO TO ON SAT AND CELEBRATING CRISTMAS NEXT WED. SO GUESS WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY IS IM NOT DIETING.

I QUIT IM NOT DOING THE SHOW. I CANT. I DO NOT HAVE THE WILL POWER TO DIET THROUGH HOLIDAYS AND I HAVE ALOT OF FAT TO LOSE SO IT JUST PLAIN SUCKS.

i DID A BODY FAT CALCULATER ONLINE WITH NECK WAIST HIP MEASUREMENTS THAT WAS depressing IT SAID 28% THATS NASTY!

OK ENOUGH OF THE BAD ONTO THE GOOD NEWS

SEE PIC ABOVE :)

MY CO WORKER CHRISTINE GAVE ME THAT NOTE ITS A GIFT CERTIFICATE $100 TO GET MY HAIR DONE. CHRISTINE CAME TO ME WITH HELP ON HOW TO EAT AND I HAVE BEEN TEACHING HER HOW TO WORKOUT AND HAVE HELPED HER TO LEARN HOW TO USE GYM EQUIPMENT AND WEIGHT ETC.

**CHRISTINE HAS LOST 44 LBS IN 3 MONTHS!!!! IAM SOOOOO PROUD OF HER SHE IS DOING AMAZING!!! HER WEIGHT TODAY IS 224LBS YOU DO THE MATH! IM EXITED TO SEE HOW FAR SHE WILL CHANGE HER BODY SHE HAS GONE FROM A SIZE 22 TO A SIZE 14!

AND THEN THERES MY PROGRESS PICS. ON THE BRIGHT SIZE IM 15LBS LIGHTER THAN I WAS A YEAR AGO ......I WAS 145 LBS LAST CHRITMAS.

65 days to go

sixty -five days to go till my comp.

im starting to think maybe i shouldnt diet during the holidays it has been hard. very hard.

but will see how my body responds.

Were going to a christmas party onthe 19th with my boyfriends company and i wanna look SUPER HOt!

Im the girl that got FAt after her comp and that sucks. i really do admire many women and i hope they know who they are who have kept there weight off who did nt stuff there faces and who kept being fit and lean.

i have not learned, it is still not a life style for me. im not sure it ever wil be.